As I'm pathetically listening to "I Want" by FT Island on repeat for the past hour, reminiscing my event with the dentist: It hits me again.

This is random, yes, and will definitely be my first and last entry on this journal; all my rants, rambles and such go on my private livejournal that, unless you are special enough, won't be able to view.

Everyone has standards they live by. As for me, I go by this:

Life is short and because the future has no guarantees, TODAY, the time you have NOW, is important. Therefore... embrace the present! Life is for living and don't be afraid of loss. Even if you lose something, it is worth the pain of it to have had that beauty once. Love for the sake of loving, and even if it slips away, you will have known such a happiness once that you never would have had you not taken the chance.

I think standards like that is so meaningful, therefore I don't want to live without regrets. I want to make the most of what I can now!

And so, here are Ami/Haneul/Meia/Milly (I LOVE THIS ONE! MY DENTIST MADE IT UP, LOL!)'s ambitions of life:

1. Become a Japanese fashion magazine model in Vivi or Seventeen
2. Form a rock band
3. Create my own music and play them live in front of people
4. Do covers of my favorite Asian bands and upload them on Youtube
5. Do the covers SO amazing that Asian agencies will send lovecalls to me
6. Become fluent in Japanese: writing AND speaking
7. Attend University of Southern California/college
8. Travel Korea, Hong Kong and Japan
9. Move to LA
10. Open up an Asian boutique in LA
11. Learn to play the electric guitar
12. Cosplay the Dead Fantasy version of Rinoa Heartilly from Final Fantasy XIII
13. Become a good cook in Asian cuisine

A lot of these seem ridiculous and my best friend, Aiko, said not to be too hopeful if some doesn't come true but the only way for any of them to NOT come true is when I don't want it enough. That can be applied to any dream you have.

*sigh*

I really don't expect anyone or SOMEONE to read this but if you did, please comment. I'd love to hear your opinion and especially what you want out of life too. Don't be afraid if it sounds silly. Heck, pretty much every one of mines are so you won't be alone :3

And if I seem like I'm forcing my ideals onto you, please don't think that way and I'm sorry that you misunderstood my intentions. I want to SHARE my ideals - I don't want to force anyone into believing them. If you share different approaches to life too, hey that's great! Everyone's entitled to what they say and believe in!